Quatorze's 沒有狂歡的聖誕。+5P。

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沒有狂歡的聖誕。+5P。

2009/12/26 12:11

 親愛的寧寧,

  其實我們都好久不見。現在看來,相聚的日子又將被無限地擱置起來……

  得知你在聖誕節就要走,那天離離別只剩下三天。我傻傻地在寢室里踱來踱去,坐到寫字台前,又看了遍那行清晰的字跡。於是,眼淚就掉下來。我打電話給園子,哭得像是耍無賴的小孩子。

  我知道你總是要走的。

  高中的時候我猜,是美國還是澳洲?那天你留言給我說有事要說。我的直覺告訴我,你會說你要走。那個地方是新加坡。單純地高興,只因為比起美國或澳洲,那裡還近許多,那裡還有華人,我想你不至於到一個太過陌生的地方。我怕你,會寂寞。

  第二天,你說,飛機是25號的。

  我本以為自己足夠看得開,可這突然的消息讓我感覺身體里有東西被抽掉似的。寢室里的燈熄了,我還是盯著屏幕。哭過了,平息下來的自己顯得疲憊。

  我想我該開心一點,因為你一定是做了最好的選擇,那么告訴自己。所以要給你祝福,祝我親愛的寧寧一個人勇敢地生活。不,不是一個人。因為在這邊的我也會好好的,陪你一起,做自己最喜歡的樣子。

  我還記得在JS的日子。有時候,我很想回到過去。有你,有園子。只是現在JS也沒有了……我覺得有點難過,也許記憶這種東西總是需要承載者的吧。昨天半夜,我看了部電影。名字是「秒速五釐米」。我不知道自己有沒有理解錯誤,釋懷對過往美好的過多執念,才會幸福。那麼,我想,我該放下心里的一些“非要不可”的念頭。

  2009年12月25日 13:11 趕在去浦東國際的路上。




  我終還是沒有及時趕到。

  你打電話說要入關的時候,我在4號線的終點站上。你說,不要哭,在地鐵里哭會很傻。我說,我已經出地鐵了。然後,我把包扔在椅子上,兩眼放空地站著。

  我說,一路順風。

  回程的地鐵比來時空了很多。我不停地打電話給不同的人,每次我神經錯亂都會這樣子。然後聽老黑講,你是笨蛋嗎?不能早點出來么?可是,我已經用最快的速度趕過去了。

  就這樣,我回到家里。

  又一個安靜到不行的聖誕節。

  好像每年,這一天,總會有特別難過的事情。

  去年,前年……







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12月16日。

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12月17日。空手道考核結束。

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12月18日。回家。

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12月20日。團學聯的趣味體育節。

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12月25日。我喜歡黑貓。





很想每天都寫日誌。

我想我真的還只是個小孩子。

所以,請原諒我的悲傷……



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